I Really Hate This...

So today I went to Professor Belknap's masterclass as part of my lessons and I learned soooooo much. I didn't even have my violin and yet there was so much to learn. From this stemmed the desire to once again be a music major. I think it's probably because I went from my life centering around music and always having time for as much music as I wanted to only having time to practice twice a week. It's not working for me.

I hate it when this happens (although I love love love the things I learn) because I have to stop and reevaluate my life and try to figure out if what I'm doing is right. Right now I'm still not sure. Tonight I just wish I had time to practice for three hours a day again, and I wish I had a group of orchestra friends that were always willing to talk and hang out. Basically I just wish my life centered around music again.

Ugh....I don't know what to do.

Crazy Week

So this week started out terribly. So many tests so little time, and the usual mountain of homework on top of it. The end of the week looked up though.

I got the job at Archiver's and started work today! For eight hours today I built shelves and placed pegs, etc and loved every minute of it. I think this job will be amazing!

In BOM this Thursday, Brother Larsen was talking about the different things that were going on when Isaiah writes. As he was talking about the ten tribes and Israel and everything else I thought about when we talked about the parable that describes how Christ will visit all his different worlds and creations in D&C last week. Then I had this thought and I really don't know the answer or if anyone has thought of it before, so let me know what you think (or know)! I was thinking, if Christ created inumerable worlds then does every world have the bible? did the same events happen in every world? was there a restoration in every world?

Usually I don't think too deeply on the events of religion but this one kinda hit me and I really wonder what the answer is. Let me know what you think!

Hmmmm.....

My life keeps going, but I don't really know how it does. I'm confused about a lot of things, such as how I got an 82 on the econ test. But I did, and that's all that matters.

I think I got the job at archiver's, they called back but still haven't told me for sure. Hopefully I will hear today.

I still need to come up with a great idea for my novel.....hopefully now that my tests are done for a few days I will be able to think creatively.

Wow, this post is boring. More later!

Self.....Great Day!

Today I got my piano and it is great. Getting it was even greater. Shawn was documenting the whole adventure with his video camera. Two guys were sitting in the truck bed holding it, and Jeff decided he would serenade Provo as we drove back to Caleb's with it. I laughed so much while we drove back as I watched Jeff sit on the edge of the truck and play the piano. We got some really funny looks!

Also, I interviewed for a job at Archiver's today and I'm pretty sure I will get it. I should know by the end of the weekend though.

I'm trying to think of a great idea for the novel I will write for National Novel Writing Month but nothing is coming to me yet. Hmmmmm....

More later.

Saturday???

When I woke up this morning I thought it was Saturday.....I'll let you imagine how my day went.

On a good note...I bought a piano yesterday and it shall reside in Caleb and Holly's house starting on Friday! I can't wait!

Craziness

Life is totally crazy. No matter how far ahead I think I am as soon as I start thinking again there is something I have to do. When I think about it I wish life weren't so hectic, and then I realize it's not even close to what it could be. There are so many things I want to be doing right now that I'm not which would just add to the craziness.

So all in all, life is crazy and there's no way to stop it.

Just Around The Corner

I will be twenty in one month from today. I can't wait because nineteen is the wierdest age I've ever been.